Well, this is the first time I have ever blogged. For those of you who find this and read it, I should tell you first of all that I am not very good at writing (unlike my dad-the pro) but I do write music and I hope that blogging will help in the creativity of my music. Second, I would like to apologize for anything I write in the next 6 months that doesn't make any sense or seem a little hormonal. I am pregnant and going into my 2nd trimester and moods are flying all over the place!
I am very excited about this new adventure. I feel like my world is completely changing right now and I am so ready for it. I deleted my myspace page, I am trying to de-stress my life, my family and I are trying to move, and I am just done with stupid pointless things in life. I am ready to take time for myself and stop worrying about the things in life that I cannot control. I have a beautiful 3 year old daughter that needs my attention and to be honest, she deserves the best of me, not what is left when everyone else is done getting whatever it is that they think they need from me. I am getting ready for another child to come into my world and right now, that is the only thing I am concentrating on. I love my friends, I like my extra curricular activities, and I'm ok with my job but they are all going on the back burner. My family comes first.
I have always been the type of person to keep myself as busy as possible. I don't know if I'm trying to run from something or if it truly is boredom but I have eliminated everything from my life that does not involve my family (except for the praise team-which is another blog for another time) and I hope that blogging will help me figure some things out in my life and help me to just calm down and enjoy everyday that God gives me.
I know I have rambled on and I think I am done now. I don't really have a particular 'theme' to go by; just things that I encounter every day. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I promise to not ramble on in all my blogs... I am a little nervous about this so just bare with me! :)
